I discovered something today...
I am a reality hacker. I've been doing it for at least my entire adult life, perhaps for all of it.
I invite you to start at the beginning, and let me lead you down a rabbit hole of significant proportions. This is a place with no bottom. All information is important.
The problem with communications is that (you) are confined to (you)r own perception. Language is a barrier, but if you can wrap your head around what is reel, you can begin to love being alive. And I mean LOVE... ALL. OF. IT. The best way I can think of to convey this message is to share my story and all the epiphanies that have come with my experience. You will not be disappointed as this message unfolds. So please, take your time and start from the beginning of my blog. I've made a ton of friends throughout my life, many who are not in my life anymore. Many follow my site, and we don't even talk. Many have been disappointed with my tendency to fall off the face of the earth, from disconnecting... So many people who thought I was so wonderful, and yet there's that disconnect. The truth is I didn't believe any of it. All I wanted was for someone to really embrace the love I have to offer. But I couldn't find that person. One day, I started to embrace my uniqueness and begin the path to self love. As I started to understand the people I love - all of them, were reflections of myself, I began to love myself. That doesn't mean the ooey gooey feelings of romantic love are always reflected. It means truth is reflected. And as I accept a person for how they choose to act, I also am choosing to accept myself and my shortcomings. As tomorrow is the intangible mystery that never arrives, so too is the shadow of ourselves. We wait for it to show itself. We wait to grasp it while it's in the throes of recklessness, but we always seem to be 'missing the mark.' We miss the mark, because of blindness.
Here's a sneak peak:
Language is magic. Let's look at the word 'you.'
Because sometimes wikipedia is easier, "The personal pronoun you is the second-person personal pronoun, both singular and plural, and both nominative and oblique case in Modern English. The oblique (objective) form, you, functioned previously in the roles of both accusative and dative, as well as all instances following a preposition. The possessive forms of you are your (used before a noun) and yours (used in place of a noun). The reflexive forms are yourself(singular) and yourselves (plural)." For a richer understanding, click the image above and following the link to a Google search of the word, you.
From etymonline.com:
you (pron.)
Old English eow, dative and accusative plural of þu (see thou), objective case of ge, "ye" (see ye), from Proto-Germanic *juz-, *iwwiz(source also of Old Norse yor, Old Saxon iu, Old Frisian iuwe, Middle Dutch, Dutch u, Old High German iu, iuwih, German euch), from PIE *yu, second person (plural) pronoun.
Pronunciation of you and the nominative form ye gradually merged from 14c.; the distinction between them passed out of general usage by 1600. Widespread use of French in England after 12c. gave English you the same association as French vous, and it began to drive out singular nominative thou, originally as a sign of respect (similar to the "royal we") when addressing superiors, then equals and strangers, and ultimately (by c. 1575) becoming the general form of address. Through 13c. English also retained a dual pronoun ink "you two; your two selves; each other."
I assure you case matters. Matter matters. Space matters. Meaning matters. Change matters. Just because a word doesn't mean the same as it did at it's inception, doesn't mean the original meaning is lost. In fact, the original meaning is the intention that charges the word in the first place. To add to it's meaning is to add to it's meaning. To take away from it's meaning, is to remove the visible and cause it to be unseen.
The original word comes from ēow and accusative case. See The Department of Classics from Ohio State University for a richer understanding of accusative case here. ēow is linked to yow, ewe, an expression of pain (interjection), and water. Think 'ewe' is insignificant? Have a look: https://etymologeek.com/eng/eternal.
You is a practical word. If we can understand it's origins, we can begin to understand the modern usage is to denote someone or someones outside of one's self. In language, it is meant to differentiate between point A and point B. A point is a single item in a whole. I hope you read through the links. If you haven't, please do so now.
When we think of 'you,' we think the one outside of me as the difference. Going back to the rabbit hole of the word 'you,' it is linked to ewe, which is linked to eternal or eternity and water. 'You' is the practical term to denote the eternal reflection of the self.
All systems are a reflection of a larger system at work, and this larger system is much like a fractal. The math, english, and science we hated as children, the subjects we spent countless tears trying to understand exist to show us how this all works. You have to think of things in terms of dimensions. Because many didn't seem to master the basic subjects, it goes to show how we have failed to master experience. How we harm each other and ourselves. There is no 'you.' The nature system reflects this. Look at a spider's eyes:
There is I, Kandi. There is I, Lauren. There is I, John. And on and on and on. There is no 'You.' There are billions of eyes, or 'I's only. Everyone confined by their own perception. And if (you) decide to be in a prison or take prisoners, then (you) get to live with those choices. However, if you can understand that all of what you perceive is a reflection coming from within you, then you can begin the amazing journey of experience and embracing sovereignty and abundance. It is already waiting for you to be conscious of it.
Because you are confined to your own perception, much of what I say may not resonate or may even trigger you. I ask you to suspend all belief and disbelief momentarily. I assure you that if you ever decide to pick it back up, it will be right where you left it. On a final note, as long as you see that he, she, it, they did a thing to you, you are in denial of your own creation. The answers have always been here. It is only a slight shift to jump off the ledge of knowing. knowledge... The rabbit hole has no bottom. As long as I see you, I will never see me. In numerology, the word 'you' has the charge of 7. Positive traits of the number seven include 'collective consciousness,' while a negative trait is 'appearing different.' The word 'I' has the charge of 9. Positive traits of the number nine include 'eternity,' while a negative trait is disconnection. In numerology, numbers are reduced to a single digit. When I sees you, this is the math: 9+7=16 Reduce that to a single digit: 1+6=7. When any number is added to nine and reduced, it always equals itself.
In other words, when I see you, I do not see me. What to make of all this? Start to understand that every interaction is an opportunity to know yourself. Made a judgement against someone? That shit is coming from within. Don't believe? Or don't know what to do about it? OBSERVE. Until next time, Much Love!
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